Got to work blackjack today! They shrunk me to 20% of normal size, so I was only a foot tall! It was so cool! The cards were so big I could barely carry them!!
I let Ashley pick me up, too. It was so neat being that small! It was hard to work the table 'cause I was so excited about it. I kept forgetting the scores, and a coupla times I gave customers a win when they didn't. I forgot blackjack bonuses a couple times too.
I so want someone to play with me while I'm small like that! Too bad the casino won't let me, dammit! Why do they have to be such prudes about it? It sucks being so close to my fantasies and not being able to come through with them!
Anyway, school was tough tonight. I wanted to pay attention, I really did, but I kept thinking about being so small. I want to be like that all the time, not just at work! I keep daydreaming about getting fondled by giant fingers. If only!!!
Not much happened this weekend. Spent all day yesterday studying and writing a paper. Today was boring and I mostly just watched TV, until the evening when I had to go in and work some extra hours. Someone quit so they were short-handed, and I got to do blackjack again. God, I love being that small! Plus I earned a ton of money in tips. If this keeps up, pretty soon I'll have all my tuition paid off!!
I'm actually writing this on the night of the 2nd. I'll explain why in a minute!
Work was boring. I had to do the floor again. I wanted more blackjack, or better yet something I can do that makes me even smaller! (I'd get my wish later on!)
Afterwards, Ashley told me about this cool place online where people can shrink you for fun. I went to the virtual room at the casino and we put on VR stuff, so I could feel like I was really there. We went in and it almost real! There were men there that liked to shrink women, too!! It was like a dream come true!
I met someone named Tallguy who gave me a shrinking potion, then chased me through the house as I shrunk! It was awesome!! When he caught me we went up to a private room and he played around with me like I was a little doll in his hand!! It was the coolest thing! I know he liked it as much as I did, too, even though he didn't do anything more than fool around and grope me some. The way he played with me, I didn't need anything else to get excited!
I was supposed to study, but I just had to stay and try more of this! After Tallguy left I met someone named Nukem who shrunk me a lot more slowly, which I liked a lot! He let me crawl around all over him, so I climbed into his pants! Even though it was just a computer sim, it was totally amazing! I climbed up on his you-know-what and pretended it was a carny ride! I think Nukem liked that a lot, even though he disappeared kinda suddenly, when I was only a coupla inches high. Just like a guy to finish way before me!!
I tried going down into the basement after that. Ashley told me it was for rough stuff, so of course I wanted to see what that was all about! As soon as I got downstairs this masked man named Terrorizer used a shrinking gun on me until I was an inch high!! Then he picked me up and tossed me around for awhile, which was fun but really made me dizzy in the VR gear! Then he poked and prodded at me with instruments and stuff, which I'm sure woulda hurt if it'd been real!
He seemed to really like this a lot, but I really didn't so I asked him to let me go. I'm not really into that kinda stuff, you know. He just laughed at me! I think he thought I was play-acting, but I wasn't. Then he taped me up to a dart board and started throwing darts at me!!! It was really freaking me out, so I just bailed, and went back to the main room. That was close!! I won't go back into that place again anytime soon!
Then I got involved in these Olympic games and stuff on a table! I had to run and jump and so forth and there were men there betting on me! Someone named ElfMan won me and took me to his "home," a special room he'd designed to look like a real forest! Then he shrunk us both and we went around in the bushes and stuff! Then we climbed a tree and made out in the branches! I just wish I had a sensing facemask, and the other sensing gear too! Maybe if I keep getting tips like this I'll buy some!!
After that I did some other roleplaying and listened to a story, and by then I was so tired I could barely sit up in the chair. I logged off and fell asleep right there on the floor in the casino! By the time I got up it was time for my next shift!! That's why I didn't write this till later.
Beth let me work craps tonight!! They shrunk me down to six inches high and I got to run around chasing dice all night long! It was the most fun I've had in my life!! Too bad they don't let people touch us at this size. I almost wish I could go do roulette, 'cause I know they let the gamblers touch you, but I like being smaller better. It's too bad I was so sleepy! I'd have liked this a lot more!!
I went to school tonight and fell asleep in class. I haven't done that since the tenth grade! I shouldn't have slept at the casino last night, but I was just having soooo much fun!!!
I couldn't resist and went back to the VR room again after school. There was a big multiperson RP (that means roleplay) going on. I thought it'd be lame but it was fun as hell! Everyone pretended to be a superhero and fought this guy named the Reducer! He kept shrinking people and putting them in jars! At the end we all got loose and shrunk him until he disappeared!!
That wasn't the coolest part, though! After that some of the men who'd been shrunk took us tiny girls out into this cool virtual garden! This one guy named Kronos paired up with me. He hadn't been shrunk as much as me so he was twice my height! He carried me off and we had sex under the giant flowers!! I'd never had virtual sex before but it was sooo realistic!! Just like the real thing only not so messy!
I was pretty sweaty afterwards, though, and real satisfied, so I managed to get out of the casino and go home to get some sleep. God! I so want to have these sort of experiences in real life! Why can't some giant man pick me up and carry me away? I keep wondering what it would feel like to have sex with a giant for real! Or even just rub me all over with huge fingers--I'd even settle for that!!
Maybe I should try to get out of the casino when I'm small! That'd be fun if I could be sure I didn't wind up with someone who was like that Terrorizer guy in the basement. Besides, I'd never get out of the casino at tiny size. They'd catch me for sure!
What I said yesterday was wrong! It IS possible to get out of the casino! I found out that yesterday Ashley got abducted!! Someone threw a smoke bomb and kidnapped her while dressed as a security man! The casino's got us keeping quiet about it, but everyone's real worried in secret. I think they're putting in new scanning equipment or something to keep this sorta thing from happening again.
I miss Ashley. I hope whoever took her is being nice to her. I'd trade places with her in an instant! Maybe the same guy will come back and kidnap me next!
Anyway, they let me work craps again! I made so much in tips I thought I'd fall over dead! Four grand in one night!!! I couldn't believe it!
There was this one guy who kept asking me to sit on his dice for him, so I did, and he kept betting and betting! Every time he won he gave me this huge tip! I might've gotten a thousand bucks just from that one guy!! Sensing suit, here I come!! I'm going shopping this weekend!
That's not the best part, though! They said I was so good at craps I could work poker on Friday afternoon!! Poker's gonna be great! I'll be only three inches high, and from what I've heard, the men'll be touching me all day long! They use us like we're chips, so they'll pick me up and move me around as much as I want!! This is what I've been dreaming of!!!
I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL FRIDAY!!!
I had to work the floor today. It was soooo boring after craps! And I spent the whole day imagining what it would be like tomorrow at the poker table! I want to be small like that more than anything!!!
It was just as bad at class. All I could do was think about being small and being carried around like a poker chip!
Then I got a real big surprise. Ashley's ex-boyfriend Mark met me in the hall after school!! I have no idea how he found me there but he said he was real worried about Ashley and wondered if I knew anything. He wanted to know about what was being said around the casino, too, like he was some kind of private investigator or something.
He's soooo cute!! I wanted to see more of him so I told him I'd tell him everything if we could go out for drinks somewhere. And he agreed!! So we went out, and I just spent the night staring into his eyes, those big deep brown eyes of his! Ohhh, I wanted him something fierce!
So I asked him over to the apartment! You know me, I can't resist a perfect opportunity like that! I knew he liked me too, 'cause he kept looking at me all night long, you know the look!! He did the same thing the other day when we met at the casino. He kept staring at me, and I know he likes it when I'm small! I kept thinking maybe he likes the shrinking fantasy too and we could hook up!!
Only problem is, he still has the hots for Ashley! When I asked him to come to my apartment he told me no, in a real nice kinda way, but that he still wanted to patch things up with her, you know? So he took me back to my car and I came home. Damn damn damn!!
Why do all the good ones have to be taken??? I almost wish Ashley wouldn't come back so I can get my hands on Mark! That's not true, though. I'm really worried about her, you know. And I don't think Mark will ever forget about her, either. I think he's really seriously in love with her! She's soooo lucky!!!
Anyway, tomorrow night I get to play poker! I'll write about it as soon as I can, if I can control my excitement!!